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Yeah

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Sometimes in irl

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I see

hmm maybe I should make that a thing

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that's always my problem is figuring out what to do

Irl she'll do that blurry half and half thing I mentioned earlier

Since we're in a D-Day bunker....we could have a campaign to get to Germany

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or beyond even

Craig and I had this optional thing where we went to a place in the desert to get super powers, but it didn’t ever matter since we already had powers and we weren’t on a quest or anything

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It was just for fun, I suppose

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That sounds good, Overlord

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In hero mode she's not just some blurry aura either she actually has a rough outline made up of my teal lightning

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And when I go full power it's like she takes over

what do you mean by half-and-half thing?

Like she's my suit

I see

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she is Jarvis

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interesting

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(That is the name of Stark's AI system, right?)

think so

One thing I am certain of right now is Ikari's disappointment

In my civilian mode she takes up my left side

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My bad

why is she disappointed?

Right side

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And she's blurry and out of focus

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Sometimes crying

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And other times determined

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Sometimes in story we'll fuse and I'll have these cool red bits on my costume along with a rocket skirt, cool looking head crown and back spikes

because no DnD @Srn347

oh

@Deleted User I frequently imagine Ikari is following behind me

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Same, when I go for walks

and as I was walking along the other day, I realized I could almost feel her riding on my shoulders

Same actually!

so she sat on my shoulders for the remainder of the walk

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and I realized why people say perch your tulpa there

Lol

It was actually somewhat comfortable to imagine her sitting there, without the physical weight

She'll hold my hand or we'll lock our arms together

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One time I imagined I gave her a piggy back ride

So far about the only way I can feel her in the real world is when she kisses me

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(on the cheek or forehead you pervs)

Samezo

it's the greatest feeling when I'm doing something and I can feel her appear and just kiss me....it's calming

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I feel warm inside :P

Are you claiming to impose it?

Hmmm....I suppose it's not a sensation on my flesh

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it's more of like when you imagine something

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but it's very intense

yeah, imposition can feel like that at first (or for a while actually)

I see. I am unsure what you mean by "Feel her in the real world," then.

like when you stick your hand on a hot stove or (guys) get kicked in the nuts...you cringe just imagining it cause it's so intense

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this is the same thing, but not painful

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well what I mean is

Sympathy pain.

If I imagine holding her hand, I don't feel anything

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I can't interact with Ikari to the degree Nathan can with Nathalie (edited)

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the only way I feel anything by imagining it is when she kisses me

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if that makes sense

I do not understand, no.

Ok so like Nathan said She'll hold my hand or we'll lock our arms together and he says he can actually feel this

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I can imagine that visual scene, but not feel anything

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but I can sense Ikari kiss me without trying to imagine it at all

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as tho she were physically kissing me

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I don't think it's imposition but I suppose I could be wrong

imposition isn't binary, there are various degrees of vividity between "feels completely imaginary" and "feels exactly the same on my senses as actual physical stuff"

I know

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it's like...it's not as real as real life

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IRL I have a beard so any feeling on my skin is also going to have the hair touching my skin, if you get what I mean

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whereas with this, I feel just soft, almost cartoony, lips, just soft skin on soft skin

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goodness this is so awkward

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@Deleted User you around?

I'm here

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Not for long tho

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I feel kinda the same way

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In terms of kissing

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Fun fact: when I was younger I hated the idea of facial hair, then it grew on me

ha

I was clean-shaven upon entering active combat duty in buttfuckistan

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not for long tho

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had a beard ever since

Lol

@Deleted User what do you say if I hit you up tomorrow afternoon for some dreamworld...I hate to call it rp....commentary?

We’re phenotypically male, so we do get facial hair but like, it’s icky.

Sure thing! @9 Mil + Ika

Hell, even Queue/Quote agrees with that, and he’s our only male system member

You can also feel free to do the same to me, we'll be glad to listen

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@Interrobang System beards ain't for everyone

@9 Mil + Ika cool, I might reply a bit late hope that's okay

sure, no problem

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how do you mean by late?

ive been getting a lot of head pressure when forcing, but not when i ask

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thats normal, right

yeah, some people get that

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it's fairly common

or perhaps its delayed

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as well wanted to add